I really hate myself for this

It's the fact that all of the episodes were once available on the site BitChute. This was 3 years ago tho, and I do remember checking the episodes frequently when they were still on the site. But, foolishly I never decided to back them up, and thus they have since been lost in 2020. As for episode 50, there is a really crappy recording of it on YouTube that you can find here https://youtu.be/a_zWT78Owsk?si=ZqkavgsP4BFLPVnk If memory is served correctly, whoever uploaded the dubbed episodes on BitChute probably sourced the episodes from the same source most of these other found episodes originated from (likely from a torrent on nyaa) It's still very impressive that most of the episodes are found. That's pretty rare for Animax dubs to get even an episode found, much less nearly the entire series.